Love Blogging Now.....Feelings...

Now its 6:43am in the morning.I wake up is to BLOG!!!!!I don't why i suddenly love to blog cause i feel like i have something to say out in my blog but i couldn't.Sometimes i got read my friends and others people blogs.Their blogs are more interesting more creative and more professional.But look at my blog just simple and easy no taste also :(

Well i don't know what to say so early.Today is thursday.So my previous blog was talking about "my maid at school".So today if i went to school see wether he got bring wine for me anot lah.I also don't know he got bring or no bring.Now i wanted to say out my feeling lah.At home don't know why i feel so lonely...Whenever i wanted to play computer my mum will also like busy-body.I'm not blaming my mum but really.What movie i watch at the pc she will came and take a look.When people was writting something she also will come closer and take a look.

Its hurt my feeling to blame my mother in the blog.I didn't meant to but if you don't say out how you know what will happen to me maybe i'll gone crazy maybe i'll gone something psycology problem and have to suffer it.No wonder i brother don't like my mum.My brother at home seldom talk to my mum that's why he doesn't like mum and like dad much.Actually i like both of them.But the problem is they are BUSY BODY.

You know why my dad won't be so busy body but mum will?Cause dad doesn't understand english well so he won't busy body about us but mum understand english well so she busy body with our stuff.Sometimes no matter me or my brother IM with our friends my mum will like come closer and closer just to see our conversation with who.Then later if she knows the conversation she will ask "who is the person".But if you minimize the conversation when she came closer to you she will said "next time i cut off your msn then you know".

Wah didn't let you see is our private mah.Then my mum also got msn lor.If she msn with her friends then i also can see lar.Nonsense.Anyway feel like schools and friends are more suitable for my life.I'm jealous about my brother.Weekdays he went to work until at night 8:30pm only came home if traffice jam maybe 9 something came home.Then weekends,go shopping with his girlfriend.So where got time for him to stay at home.

i also want to be like this but sometimes when i think its quite horrible to leave the 2 old people lonely and alone in the house.Makes me feel more uncomfortable and then increased my stress.Haiz...don't know what to do.Weekdays at school for 6 hours.Then weekends stay at home hearing those 2 old people talking non-logic words.I bet my brother came to replace me and i go shopping with his girlfriend more good.

My brother always didn't at home when my 2 old people were talking the whole day long.KOR KOR you better come home lah.I cannot stand it already lah.Their mouth are in my brain and their sounds are in my ears.Haiz...so cham........................................