My Friend Problems.

One of my friend who was very active in everything and very smart in every subject.I cannot say out her name.She was once my good and caring friend.I and her were very talkative on the oast but now because of schools matters i and her became very less in talk moment.So i ask her for her msn and mobile phone number also ask for her friendster urls when we meet at school on saturday.

She gave me everything i wanted and went back home.So then when i started to IM her she was just sound ok and like normal girl IM with normal girl.But then she made a blog.{cannot tell the blog add.}She made a blog that just for me to see and to read.I often read her blog cause every blog she spot out her feelings.She spot out how she feel everyday when she came home.I ask her what i can help but she ignore and say nothing when i call her sometimes when i was free.

So then,I read and read and read her blog and realize that she had many lonely and she said herself was always under the evil darkness and no one knows where is it.I was sad that i read this passage from her blog.It was like different people like in IM time she was a person that i thought but when i read her blog she was another person with many problems and feelings and much more uncontrolable feelings.I feel pity for her.

Her feelings i already read and understand well.But i cannot tell you much about her feelings cause i promise her not to tell anyone.It was sad when everyday i read the blog.She feel very litter and less love.She needs more space more lights more care and more friends.But she failed to have all these things cause she said she will be in darkness whatever she does and whatever she had.Once i read her blog.That time was mother day.She mentioned about her mother on the half row and the other half she mentioned herself being so clumsy and useless.

She said many sorry in the blog.I think each blog she also will type sorry word for the people whom she wanted to say to.